i bet it stung

Irony is my favorite thing about life. Wings game last night was ridiculous, but they pulled a win, aka swept the Jackets! I worked my last midnight to three with Tina, which was sad. I hung out with Lina and Jen and had an amazing time! I even had a good time with Aaron (I know you're reading this!) hanging out in his apartment and eating amazing sugar cookies. And it's finally sinking in that I'm leaving in just four days. I'm really going to miss it. I keep debating staying. I want to stay. I really do. But I don't feel like here is the right place to be anymore. I keep thinking about all of the things I'd miss out on. I could have run for Payne Hall President, worked with Kate, joined a bunch of clubs, and had another amazing three or four years here. Would I be happy? Probably. But the Central has a better program and it's closer to home. And it's not like I've ruled out California even. I wish I could see the future like a movie and let each situation play out and then pick which one I wanted to do. I wish it was that easy. Life is confusing and hard and I hate being so uncertain.